A Twist

I had The Dream again last night.

Only this one seems to have evolved a bit and I actually ended up spending a teeny bit of time with Darren and he actually said that he does love me (!), and we snuggled quite a bit (!!) but of course he could only stay for a moment and then he had to leave because he had dinner plans with his father; and as he drives off I realize I don't have any way to contact him and that he is gone again until he decides to come back and maybe I'll see him then, if I'm lucky.

Weird though - in 10 years (ok, its been MORE than 10 years now! Jeeze!) I have never spent a moment of time with him during these dreams.

I wonder what has changed?